I have dealt with Narcissistic abuse before and grew up in a fatherless home. I was the oldest of 3 and had to deal with a lot of stress. I was diagnosed with depression as young as 12.

I typically find myself lacking empathy towards certain situations and people. I usually put Logic over other's emotions literally pulling a "Facts don't are about your feelings". I just find it easier to look at things logically, which I find hilarious. For the simple fact that I still have impulses. I get out of control and step out of place sometimes. And that's okay. I'm human and although i can acknowledge that it is something to work on, I do not feel ashamed of myself or held back. (Which is an extremely positive thing to say. This isn't like me I promise I get worse)

I usually avoid coming out about this, but I am anti-feminist and anti-lgbtq. there are multiple reasons for this. it's not because I hate women or I hate gays, it's simply that I don't like their movements and how you have to accept it for them to like you. I have faced much ridicule and gaslighting and mental gymnastics trying to have an open, humanly conversation. And when it comes to trans issues I simply don't like trans people. I one hundred percent reject the premise of altering your body for any reasons outside of Medical reasons that actually help you. Which means I'd hate "cis" people just as much for doing it (like plastic surgery). And also the mental gymnastics with them as well. Arguably, they're even worse than the others.

But anyway that's me.