I am trying to be cheerful, but I am down. In my belief structure, the Pesach ~ Passover ~ is freedom. Freedom of the mind from bondage to the spiritual Egypt in a simple form.
I have not felt this low since a certain year last century when I was a prisoner of the State. The only thing that got me through that time was reflecting on how did the people do it, get through the years in concentration camps.
It must have been very bleak, not knowing from day to day, and I know everyday must have been blurred together psychologically. The light at the end of the tunnel could just be another train headed your way.
These are scary and painful times indeed. I'm sorry to hear you're feeling down. All I can say is: Freedom will come. You deserve to be happy and loved
thanks, I finally figure out what has so blue, my brother got killed 35 years ago today
I think I might still shut down for awhile. The emotional psychic vampires are really taxing my energy. If I go into silent running for awhile, don't worry I am fine, and like the terminator "I'll be back" lol
I was going through my old memes and this one is for you lol
@Weltansicht You never truly stop grieving someone close to you. Take good care of yourself, there's only one of you in the entire world. We need you rested and in good health