I would think devoting oneself to the ideology of collectivism would be personally devastating. For it completly devalues the individual.
I would find it disheartening to believe in an idea that proclaims myself to be completely irrelevant. To render me as nothing more than a replaceable cog in the collective machine.
Disregarding the uniqueness of my being, which defines who I am, would be nothing short of spiritual suicide.
Only by acknowledging and celebrating the intrinsic value of each individual can we ever achieve a world that truly understands the value of humanity as a whole.
It is a curious quirk of human nature that politics is the constant search for another human being to worship . People gladly abandon their individuality to bow to a charismatic leader .