This is how it feels like to be a humiliated INCEL .
There is no guarantee that your experience will be : satisfying , meaningful or healthy .
Even the assumption of gatekeeping can trigger trauma based riots . People want to be loved.
It appears that a misunderstanding was the cause. Misunderstandings tend to be a major cause of problems. In this case, you have Chinese hatred of Whites ready for a misunderstanding to take place, and it did