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YOU LOOK HARD ENOUGH, YOU’LL FIND IT

Imagine a life of social anxiety that is mild enough that you can still operate normally but debilitating enough to affect you. Imagine a life of constant validation seeking for your irrational thoughts and feelings. Imagine a life of searching for something that may not even be there. You wait day after day for that example that explains this constant unnerving feeling. We all want to feel legitimized in our emotions. The black ideology that is accepted tells us that there is a racist ghost in the room of American society, you just cannot see it during the daytime. You turn on the television waiting for that news story of someone that happens to look like you or maybe they remind you of someone that you love. You look for misdeeds when they are misunderstandings. You establish sensitivities in areas that should not be sensitive. You feel people are dismissing you because of your skin color but you are so deep in your anxiety that you cannot see they are rejecting your thought process. You expect people to care about how you feel as much as you care, and this is unrealistic. You force narratives that they must stop overlooking your race but then react negatively when they bring up your race.

If you look hard enough, you will always find what you seek. If you think someone is spiting you as a black person, then you will find it. If you lower your racial social anxiety, you will realize that no one cares enough to hate you daily. Too many people are trying to live their life to have animosity towards you. The hate you perceive is the hate that you established. The black ideology wants us to have this narcissism that there are people among us that cannot wait to settle some scores, when in reality, no one cares that much about you. You refuse to live your life because the ideology has been at the wheel of your mind’s vehicle, you were just an asleep passenger this whole time.

#Television #ideology #society #anxiety #racist

BlackoutNJ 7

Answer 1

"If you look hard enough, you will always find what you seek." Misery loves company. Have you ever noticed that the further to the left you go, the angrier and unhappy people seem to be and its the opposite the further to the right you go?

Answer 2

This is how I view the lenses provided through a mastery and consistent application of critical studies. The interpretive frameworks that the various theoretical studies topics provide distort every story, artwork, historical context, social interactions--EVERYTHING--toward which their lenses are focused. They're the hammers of the holy gods of social justice, and all of human cultures are but loosened nails beneath them.

Answer 3

this too will pass. i remember the bomb scare. at an airport you were felt all over as if you had a bomb in your underwear. you were scanned. my sister has metal parts in her leg and she had to almost disrobe in front of everyone to prove her point. she was a senior. you were afraid to say bomb, someone might report you. racism also will pass. the world is always on the move. something new will happen, like a big war and we will need to find new words to use.


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