Important, this is a question of life and death.
Hi guys, since start of the Lockdowns i have, after i realised how positive it affects my mood (during the first week of january) taken LSD for 5-6 times.
My question now is: Where would be the best place for searching a female , that would want to go on a trip with me. Cause always tripping alone will become "boring" , if i will keep on taking it with a too high frequency. What i definetly will do. I know myself...and as easy as it is to find a girl, who will take a extaxxy pill with me, that hard it is to find a acid affine girl. (My expectations are not huge, just no fat , or old chicks. I am that desperate about that, that i would even fight down my disgustion and "take" a single Mum....plz don't tell me how sick that is, i know it by myself. But time is running up, fast. I would really like to do that , just for one time, before i will nearly for 100% sure will die within the next two months.
And no i am not terminally ill. Iam thankful for ALL suggestions , even if you by yourself think it would be trolling, PLZ share your thoughts. (F.e. i thought , that the self helping group for young women with a past of substance abuse would be a good place for searching. But instead of the single Mums, they are having a worn out ashole, too. Not only their frontside. )
PLZ help me guys. NOTHING is too desperate or fucked up. (Maybe drug rape AGAINST their will. If their ok with it, so do i)
Help me to do the lords work. Jesus would call me his messiah, and would speak out his respect for my holy work.
Ok , at first thank you för answers , but you seem Not have understand my question, where i could find a girl , to Trip together.
But thx to your arrogance and that i assume you REALLY seem to belive would be some usefull "tipps" giving to me here down into the dort, while you are standing high-up within your enlightent spheres , reminded me that i would, if i could, at first would slay all of you fake-hippies. Why would you Not doing the World and yourself a favour, by just killing yourselves ? You may tell and probably even think you are Part of a Elite, but you are not, belive me, Not at all. Even within your safe Space and the "shaman" who is exploiting your cowardness, you will never get enough courage to take enough for a breakthrough....if you are NOT be able to understand, why the higher the grate of enlightment, the higher the need for opioids will be, you are not taking enough substance for a thing you are calling "trip" what is for 100% Not true. Instead you just pumping up your arrogance......Ok , now after we are ready with the hypocrits, lets Talk about microdosing , what i would give a Hey för sure, but för such Experiments it is far too late. The dieing pretty soon will start (And i don't mean a dead human here And there i really mean THE extinction event, but before it will start i just once fuck a girl (again), while beeing in acid, i know , that it is unpredictable how she will react to the substance, but i have enough alpralozam, etizolam, and flunitrazolam , i would give her nothing of These stuff without letting her know, but waiting till she would Walking up again i wont, for sure. . And even without acid the most intimacy thing two human beeings could share to have with a girl i DONT Love Transformed my state of beeing alone , into deppressed loneliness and my hunger för strong opioids , usually i have learnt to keep it under control, but then it will become a craving only given a Limit, by the amount of money i have to Spend....
And cause during every Trip a Part of the Ego will stay within the void , and therefore be lost forever , that is why even besides zero neurotoxicity , every Trip will Change your personaĺity a little bit. And after a few hundred times , you will have changed to such a degree, that you even if you would to will have become unable to play a role within this matrialistic melodramatic disease we euphemisticly are calling society.
But with one point you are right, all the Energy and efford för a single Mum, without any restgrid in, where it would feel like throwing a Salami into a floor, that is definetly Not worth it.
And even as i said it once before "toxic relationship" . Hippies are disgusting, who said i want to have a relationship.
And as last point i have pharmacoimmune epileptic seizures, but the one und only substance, what made them Go is klonipin iam taking nie för nearly 5 years at same dosage.
PS i hope your Girlfriends will cheat in you spineless Hippies and i hope your bitch will become prägnant by tyrone, or another hoodrat, whose kid you will raise afterwards, while your brich will keep on creating in you.
LSD is one of the most positively educational drugs ever produced. Your post sounds as if you have learned nothing. Set and setting. Maybe you do need some company to help you understand that LSD is not about mood. However...life and death...you're getting warmer.
Very strange post.
I'm not a big fan of mind altering drugs myself although I have tried them all. When I was kid however I had a fondness for morphine, and PCP. Drug preference seems to be related to your biology which also influences your personality. What I liked about morphine and PCP is they didn't interfere with work. For some of my friends I noticed the exact opposite, PCP in particular made them crazy and they hated it. LSD and even marijuana made me crazy and miserable. I never could see the point in being that messed up. The point is do not give drugs to people you don't know well. You have no idea what it will do to them based on your own experience. That would be point number one.
My next point you are not going to like but it needs said. Self medication of any type is not going to end well. Someone who is objective needs to guide your drug use. If you insist on drug use, which I don't recommend, find a "spiritual" guide. Someone who understands eastern religion and the necessary discipline well. It wouldn't hurt if they had some expertise in Western science as well.
omg, so much wrong in this post.
Going on what you've written, I don't know how much you've really learnt in your travels...
Try the underground techno scene. Particularly any outdoor raves that might be happening (although you might have to wait for warmer weather before that happens).
Hope you get over your fear/disgust of single mums. It's not a choice for many, and many that have chosen have left because of toxic/abusive relationships.